I'm back!
HELLLOOOOO out there...
u miss me?
So I left my blog after I graduated... convinced I was prepared for the great beyond a.k.a the "real world"...
How incredibly misguided of me
So I decided the purpose of this blog has always been expression and reflection... and I've come to a crisis involving both such abstract ideas... I figure this is the best way to handle it.
A lot of the posts will be questions I have about anything in general... and some proposed answers (basically a continuous inner dialogue)... ur welcome to comment on anything
It'll kind of be a look inside this twisted semi-screwed brain of mine...
Oh and the occasional lyric
Ok pumpkin? (what Will Smith movie is that from???)
I guess the title would've suggested some sort of bad news...
But not remembering that quote is bad enough
live.dance.breathe.
PS I've been playing this song for months now... MJs voice is priceless... and so is the name of the new Birdman album... sorry I'm not sure where that came from...
Live In Blue
- Ashley
- I always wanted my name to start with a J... for some reason I think it's the coolest letter in the alphabet. I laugh at almost everything... I use ellipses at all times... and i love sex, music, and food. I'm pretty simple
2.10.2010
6.09.2009
I didn't even know this song had verses....
I mean who cares when the hook is that crazy???
Sorry to get so hood but this song's been in my head for whatever reason....
BTW life experiences of the last couple weeks:
1. Bowling for the first time in 5 YEARS
2. Enjoying a mainstream film for the first time in months:
absolutely LOVED it... mainly because it didn't have a happy ending... and I don't usually like movies with happy endings... I don't feel like they're realistic....
and I formulated my own little life quote after watching this movie:
The thing I've learned the most about pain... most of the time it's temporary... eventually you move on and find other ways to hurt yourself
ugh... the story of my life
3. Shooting a gun for the first time EVER (and enjoying it maybe a little too much)
And experiences to come:
1. Leaving Athens and any bullshit that is associated with it for the LAST time
2. Going to 3 different states in 3 weeks (NY, PA, FL)
3. Changing my cell number for the first time since middle school
Basically if you don't hear from me for a month or two
It's because I changed my number and didn't give it to you...
Guess you better hop on that twitter if you want to keep up with me ;)
Live.Dance.Breathe.
Sorry to get so hood but this song's been in my head for whatever reason....
BTW life experiences of the last couple weeks:
1. Bowling for the first time in 5 YEARS
2. Enjoying a mainstream film for the first time in months:
absolutely LOVED it... mainly because it didn't have a happy ending... and I don't usually like movies with happy endings... I don't feel like they're realistic....
and I formulated my own little life quote after watching this movie:
The thing I've learned the most about pain... most of the time it's temporary... eventually you move on and find other ways to hurt yourself
ugh... the story of my life
3. Shooting a gun for the first time EVER (and enjoying it maybe a little too much)
And experiences to come:
1. Leaving Athens and any bullshit that is associated with it for the LAST time
2. Going to 3 different states in 3 weeks (NY, PA, FL)
3. Changing my cell number for the first time since middle school
Basically if you don't hear from me for a month or two
It's because I changed my number and didn't give it to you...
Guess you better hop on that twitter if you want to keep up with me ;)
Live.Dance.Breathe.
6.06.2009
I just always did my own thing...
I remember when I first heard "So Far Gone" not really feeling this track...
But all of a sudden it's my theme song... Idk what I was thinking...
I just feel like he's saying regardless of the bullshit people and things in his life he's saying it's all ok at this point because he's above it.... and at the end of the day it all serves a purpose
I completely feel that
Because basically... I've reached a point where I know who really cares about me and who I really care about and I'm confident I have good, supportive people around me
And I've gained a bit of swag because of that... I don't have to explain myself to ANYONE... and I can live my life however the fuck I want to...
1. I don't HAVE to be your friend or put up with any of your bullshit
2. I don't HAVE to do what is "nice" or "kind"... I can be a bitch for no reason if I want... but u should refer to #1 if u're wondering how to handle that
3. I'm about to graduate college and be an adult... therefore little kid play time is OVER... if you choose to handle things child that's how I'm going to treat you...
4. I set high standards for my friends... because to me friends are like family... the brothers and sisters you get to choose.... and if I feel like you not putting in the effort or not realizing that my friendship is a valuable gift and not a given... I completely reserve the right to snatch that shit right back..... I'm not asking for special treatment or for you to kiss my ass... but like I said I consider my friends family and would give anything for them... and any relationship takes work... I'm just asking for some reciprocity, I don't feel like that's too much...
and if your immediate response to me cutting you off is to play victim and act like you have no idea whats going on... without ever speaking to me...my point is proven
Anyways I believe you only get up to like 3 great friends in your lifetime anyway
It doesn't necessarily mean everyone else is fucked up... its just the way life works
And I know I have a few ride or die loves who would/have answered the phone at 4am, called me on my bullshit, blow up my phone if they think something's wrong leaving messages like: "bitch where u at, u better answer ur damn phone", listen to me ramble on about my bullshit problems and be completely compassionate and non-judgmental... love me for all my crazyness/moodyness/hilariousness... and have made my life a great one
I try my absolute best to do the same for them
So if you looking for someone like that I'm always taking apps for new friends...
but basically you've got to reach Mary, Nat, Chris, and Jill status b4 I can even consider you for the position....
Live.Dance.Breathe.
But all of a sudden it's my theme song... Idk what I was thinking...
I just feel like he's saying regardless of the bullshit people and things in his life he's saying it's all ok at this point because he's above it.... and at the end of the day it all serves a purpose
I completely feel that
Because basically... I've reached a point where I know who really cares about me and who I really care about and I'm confident I have good, supportive people around me
And I've gained a bit of swag because of that... I don't have to explain myself to ANYONE... and I can live my life however the fuck I want to...
1. I don't HAVE to be your friend or put up with any of your bullshit
2. I don't HAVE to do what is "nice" or "kind"... I can be a bitch for no reason if I want... but u should refer to #1 if u're wondering how to handle that
3. I'm about to graduate college and be an adult... therefore little kid play time is OVER... if you choose to handle things child that's how I'm going to treat you...
4. I set high standards for my friends... because to me friends are like family... the brothers and sisters you get to choose.... and if I feel like you not putting in the effort or not realizing that my friendship is a valuable gift and not a given... I completely reserve the right to snatch that shit right back..... I'm not asking for special treatment or for you to kiss my ass... but like I said I consider my friends family and would give anything for them... and any relationship takes work... I'm just asking for some reciprocity, I don't feel like that's too much...
and if your immediate response to me cutting you off is to play victim and act like you have no idea whats going on... without ever speaking to me...my point is proven
Anyways I believe you only get up to like 3 great friends in your lifetime anyway
It doesn't necessarily mean everyone else is fucked up... its just the way life works
And I know I have a few ride or die loves who would/have answered the phone at 4am, called me on my bullshit, blow up my phone if they think something's wrong leaving messages like: "bitch where u at, u better answer ur damn phone", listen to me ramble on about my bullshit problems and be completely compassionate and non-judgmental... love me for all my crazyness/moodyness/hilariousness... and have made my life a great one
I try my absolute best to do the same for them
So if you looking for someone like that I'm always taking apps for new friends...
but basically you've got to reach Mary, Nat, Chris, and Jill status b4 I can even consider you for the position....
Live.Dance.Breathe.
6.05.2009
Best. Tweet. Ever.
sweetbluedreams b epically annoying... I mean after 100 years I'm gonna need you 2b able to wipe ur own ass...sweetbluedreamssooo... another Twilight realization... if vampires have babies.. do they just stay babies forever since they don't age... and wouldn't thatRead from the bottom up...
and follow me if you want the whole shabang...
I have no idea how shabang is spelled or why I just included it in this post...
But I love it nonetheless...
Live.Dance.Breathe.
6.02.2009
I'm sorry but I really HAD to post this...
"Pussy is spontaneous, entertaining, optimistic and fun. It’s a starting point. A moment when something happens and when things begin – Pussy starts conversations. It believes in having a good time as often as possible."
Quite possibly the funniest thing I've seen this month ;)
Are any of you girls gonna try this energy drink?? LET'S BE HOOOONEST....
Live.Dance.Breathe.
I'm your biggest fan I'll follow you until you love me...
She's my new obsession...
And if you doubted her artistry or musicality...
I hope you're now convinced
Live.Dance.Breathe.
And if you doubted her artistry or musicality...
I hope you're now convinced
Live.Dance.Breathe.
5.30.2009
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