I just always did my own thing...

I remember when I first heard "So Far Gone" not really feeling this track...

But all of a sudden it's my theme song... Idk what I was thinking...


I just feel like he's saying regardless of the bullshit people and things in his life he's saying it's all ok at this point because he's above it.... and at the end of the day it all serves a purpose

I completely feel that

Because basically... I've reached a point where I know who really cares about me and who I really care about and I'm confident I have good, supportive people around me


And I've gained a bit of swag because of that... I don't have to explain myself to ANYONE... and I can live my life however the fuck I want to...

1. I don't HAVE to be your friend or put up with any of your bullshit

2. I don't HAVE to do what is "nice" or "kind"... I can be a bitch for no reason if I want... but u should refer to #1 if u're wondering how to handle that

3. I'm about to graduate college and be an adult... therefore little kid play time is OVER... if you choose to handle things child that's how I'm going to treat you...

4. I set high standards for my friends... because to me friends are like family... the brothers and sisters you get to choose.... and if I feel like you not putting in the effort or not realizing that my friendship is a valuable gift and not a given... I completely reserve the right to snatch that shit right back..... I'm not asking for special treatment or for you to kiss my ass... but like I said I consider my friends family and would give anything for them... and any relationship takes work... I'm just asking for some reciprocity, I don't feel like that's too much...

and if your immediate response to me cutting you off is to play victim and act like you have no idea whats going on... without ever speaking to me...my point is proven


Anyways I believe you only get up to like 3 great friends in your lifetime anyway

It doesn't necessarily mean everyone else is fucked up... its just the way life works


And I know I have a few ride or die loves who would/have answered the phone at 4am, called me on my bullshit, blow up my phone if they think something's wrong leaving messages like: "bitch where u at, u better answer ur damn phone", listen to me ramble on about my bullshit problems and be completely compassionate and non-judgmental... love me for all my crazyness/moodyness/hilariousness... and have made my life a great one

I try my absolute best to do the same for them


So if you looking for someone like that I'm always taking apps for new friends...

but basically you've got to reach Mary, Nat, Chris, and Jill status b4 I can even consider you for the position....


Live.Dance.Breathe.